Wyoming,
August l6th, 1977, heading west
On
Interstate 80 trying to get some place real.
Behind
me the amnesia of all those sad little towns,
I've
just passed through, way off in the distance
The
Rockies and not much else around
Except
a whole lot of breathing room.
Big
sky country until dusk shuts it down,
Heaven
and earth come together
In
the nowhere out there and I tag along
Behind
the glowing altar of my dashboard
With
nothing better to do than feel instant empathy
For
each infectious little bug
That
measles my windshield.
Minutes,
perhaps an hour later
I
switch on the radio and have its static in my ears
When
a disc jockey informs me that Elvis is dead
Discovered
unresponsive on his bathroom floor.
Let's
go down, death said and he did,
Long
live the king in stately quietude.
For
a moment his face is a photograph
Pinned
against the wrong side of my eyes,
His
grin already history, an instant artifact.
Then
the DJ plays "Heartbreak Hotel"
And
what a sad feeling I have
When
his voice comes back without him,
For
goodness sake, from the underworld
Just
below this one or wherever he's gone
They'll
open him up, I figure,
Because
this has to be an inside job.
Then
they'll say a few words at his funeral
And
the next day Colonel Parker's traveling show
Will
check out of Graceland and move on
To
the next Podunk town with a hot itch
For
its brand new ringmaster, his whip and his chair.
My
thoughts blink at the glare, remember instead
The
songs he sang on the Ed Sullivan Show
The
night death touched his life so little
I
believed his music would live forever.
Years
later fame turned his mind into a balancing act
He
kept falling off and turned his body into a spike
He
pounded with pills instead of a hammer,
His
mouth wide open for another one
Each
time he stumbled around on the stage
Like
a bloated Liberace imitator,
Spending
and spending himself for his fans
As
if there were no such thing as a reckoning.
About
this time I can't tell
Which
side of the white line I'm on
And
need company fast
Because
what a fever it is making do
With
a few scraggly shrubs by the side of the road
And
a scattering of bullet-blasted Burma Shave signs.
Wyoming,
I love you! Bright lights ahead,
An
all-night truck-stop with dozens of big rigs
Idling
in its parking lot tidy in parallel rows.
Beneath
a haze of cigarette smoke
I
order coffee, a burger, basket of fries,
Slab
of blueberry pie a-la mode.
Then
I strike up a conversation with the fellow
Sitting
next to me. "Did you hear the news?" I ask.
He
makes a sabbath of his face and nods his head.
After
oblivion, guilty pleasure. Why not?
In
the corner a jukebox holds its silence
Until
my dime bails Elvis out of his cell.
Then
it gets very excited as it lowers its tiny prick
Into
the lyrics of “Jailhouse Rock"
and
begins spinning the king's voice
Round
and round on its haunted merry-go-round
Like
a crazy Wurlitzer god making love to a ghost
While
we sit at the counter, smoke Luckies
And
laugh at each other's jokes
The
way good actors always do
To
help us forget why we mourn.
Editor's
note: John's poems are always growing, never static and so with
Elvis' story, John has applied more brush strokes. An earlier version
in the progression was published on Elvis' birthday, January 8, 2015.
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