Sunday, September 28, 2014

My Grandpa - Dave Lewis

Grant Street in a central Ohio town was the home of prosperous citizens when the town was founded -  the managers and specialists in many of the manufacturing industries that started up in the area. They built sturdy and roomy row houses near the city’s  business center. Each house sported at its entrance a flight of stone steps that rose from the street to its second floor where the parlor and dining room were located. The polish and cleanliness of these stairs of granite or marble was a  cultural tradition of the Grant Street residents.

After the town had existed in its current incarnation for over one hundred years the Grant Street homes were no longer filled with wealthy people but a working class population where everybody that could work for pay did so, and often several jobs. The community continued the tradition of pride in clean, polished, entrance stairs even in rental houses.

Three boys, all in the same grade in public school were sitting on one such flight of stairs. The stairs were old and slightly worn but still they were of superior quality to the cement stairs on bigger, costlier homes across town in the new suburbs. That distinction didn’t occur to the boys but they did feel a buzz from the elegance of their seats that would make the more prosperous kids from across town envious.

The three boys didn’t look at all alike and they were each being coached in different religions. Each was a third generation immigrant with a name that was a large clue to their ancestor’s origins;         Lloyd -Wales, Fritz - Prussia,
Riley - Ireland.  
Today, in the 1950s,  they  discussed their grandfathers, all of whom were from the “old country”.

Lloyd’s grandfather had left the underground terrors of a Welsh coal mine as a young man. He ended up handling the same material above ground in the  inferno of a  Carnegie blast furnace. He repressed the hatred for his employers that paid a pittance for his sweat and the degradation of his body. Lloyd said the twelve hour shifts that his grandfather worked during  WW II left him a broken man that now spent most of his time with his buddies in a bar.

Fritz said that his grandfather had been a mathematics professor who had been wounded and captured by the British early in WW I. He had learned to speak English while in captivity and he emigrated to the United States during the 1920s. Unable to get a teaching position, he became a book keeper for a bootlegger mobster. His boss was liquidated by the Capone Gang and only the book keeper knew the location of his boss’s wealth. Fritz’s grandfather left Chicago, cleaned out the whiskey money and retired to this town with a new name. He started making wooden toys for his grand children and then branched out to toys for charities. He opened up a little shop and hires veterans to make free toys to be given away at Christmas. Fritz had a collection of every style his grandfather had designed. Originally they were small wooden trains, cars, trucks and the likes  but now the grandfather is hiring carvers and makes small wooden animals too.

Riley was the last to talk about his grandfather.  He had a rather confidential attitude as though he was leaking a secret. “My  Dad’s father guards our house. My father asked him to take care of the family.”

Riley’s father had been a policeman in the town. He had been murdered over eight years ago by a prison escapee that he had confronted. The grandfather had been a policeman too, the chief of the town police force.  He had been executed by a mob over twenty years ago. The other kids knew that Riley’s father and grandfather were dead. They were startled by Riley’s statement.

“When my  grandfather was police chief, he equipped the force with Smith & Wesson revolvers and ammunition that were US Navy surplus.  The Navy’s revolvers were replaced with Colt 45 automatics.  The revolvers used the .38 S&W cartridge which wasn’t very powerful. Most police forces had abandoned the less powerful sidearms because the .32 S&W and the .38 S&W cartridges couldn’t shoot through a car door.  Grandpa got a lot of surplus Navy ammunition for the revolvers and it all had a full metal jacket.  It was almost free and the police force could do a lot of target practice.  The .38 S&W cartridge was adequate if it was properly placed. 

During prohibition, grandfather was ambushed a number of times and he always hit his attackers right between the eyes. After grandfather was murdered, the mob boss that had him killed was found shot between the eyes with a .38 S&W full metal jacketed slug.  They compared the slug to the ones that had been dug out of the target backstop at the range position  grandfather used and it was from the same gun. Months before, Grandfather’s gun had been buried with him.”

”When my Dad was shot, he asked grandfather to take care of the family.  The man that shot my father was also found shot between the eyes with a .38 S&W full metal jacketed slug. It was from the same gun buried with grandfather.”

“The mob tried to get even - there was only my mother and I to punish.  Several months later a thug was found hanging out of our second story window. The window sash had been slammed down and broke his neck as he tried to crawl into my bedroom, his head was in and his body hung out. The ladder he came up on was still there. I was only seven  then.”

“Two months later, the son of the gang boss who had taken over, was found shot between the eyes. It was a .38 S&W full metal jacket. It was from grandfather’s revolver.  The gang scattered and we have never been bothered since. Grandfather must still be watching.”

Monday, September 22, 2014

The Gloaming Michael James

It was the boats that did it for me, the bay sloops and the dinghies,
Sliding through the waves, sailors discussing this or that option,
Voices calm across the swells.
Afternoon races over, the crews, 
Quite certain to reach the hoist before the gloaming
Retires shackles and cleats, removing them from easy reach,
Relax in their post-game contentment,
In the camaraderie of effort made mutual by common goals.

Sailboats offend not. They rend not the ears, insult not the nose.
They bring joy to all the senses: 
Grace of line, perfection of poise, sheets of color,
All things counter and spare,
In the vibrant harmony of tackle and trim.
In their sporting mode, they survived the rude arrival of the industrial age,
Riding out the black storms of coal dust and laid-down grime of soot
With scrubbed decks and new paint.
They battened hatches, stretched awnings, and hunkered down.
Now in the post-industrial era, they ride high again,
Spread new high-tech wings, grow cams and winches never seen before,
Fledgelings on clean new air.
Inland, beyond the city’s glare, in the gloaming, 
Man’s smear has also dropped from our lovely world.
It’s nightfall and flights of duck arrows, 
Visible only as plunging black silhouettes against the pale blue of sky,
Wing a swift and silent way towards their evening pond.
Crazy broken honks from geese tell of their owners’ belated fall to water.
Stars drop into sight as if from outside our firmament.
Rags of cirrus float past like yesterday’s torn sails,
Emptied of rain, gradually losing the little color they possess.
Calm fills my soul; my time of day has come.

Blessed dark covers what I would not see; stillness muffles what I would not hear.
Humans are hiding in their houses, eating, watching.
Resting after their struggle to eviscerate Nature by day,
They ready themselves for tomorrow’s onslaught, 
Downing the small survivors of yesterday’s sunny hours.

Northwestering Man has been mauling Nature since the pyramids, nay longer,
Since he followed the retreating ice and herds of deer 
As they meandered towards the flickering sheets of color in the summer night sky.
Always there was more grass, forest, fish, though summers came and went.
Lands lay behind barriers of water, of mountains, of more people,
Till he met Northeastering Man.
They made agreements, broke faith, murdered each other, spread disease,
Interbred, and they populated and repopulated until the lion and the lynx,
Moving away from Man, fell off the map.

I came to Northern California as part of that migration, 
From an island nation that knew of boats,
And saw at once that The Bay would become
The place where I would be the most.
 
I was more innocent then, 
Busy with the rhythms of my blood, 
Yet knew there’d come a night without a dawn,  
When no amount of prayer would turn the ebb into a flood.

Tuesday, September 16, 2014

$5 POEMS
by Joan Shepherd  2014
Five dollars is a lot of money
if you find it on the street
Free money to buy anything
And you needn’t feel guilty
Because you found it
Fair and square
Of course, you could save it
In the piggy bank on the shelf
Your mother would advise that
Then it would be gone, lost to the pig
Like somebody else did, lost on the street
And you are glad 
Because nobody knows you found it
And I will buy
A double chocolate ice cream cone
and maybe another tomorrow

NO $5 BREAD
I like the garlic bread at Lucky store.
Not the kind that’s split lengthwise
that’s saturated with butter and powdered garlic,
put in a kind of aluminum foil sack.
No, the kind I like has the whole cloves of garlic
baked right in the bread.
When you slice it, you may get part of a clove,
a whole clove, or maybe just the hole where the garlic was.
Even so, the bread has a great garlic taste
that is so good, especially if you toast it.
No butter is necessary, nor jam or peanut butter.
Just eat slowly and enjoy.
Unfortunately, the bread costs four dollars
and is worth it. 
But that is my limit. I refuse, absolutely refuse
to pay five dollars for a loaf of bread.
That’s ridiculous.

FIVE SILVER DOLLARS
 Would you rather have a five dollar bill 
 or five shiny silver dollars?
 In your pocket, it would make a difference
as each silver dollar was spent
you could feel the weight lessen.
A paper bill, the same size and weight
as a twenty or even one hundred dollar bill,
you wouldn’t even feel the difference. 
I would tend to save the silver
where I’d have no hesitation spending the paper 
It’s kind of a stupid dilemma anyway.
Five dollars is five dollars, in dimes or quarters
     Or perish the thought, pennies. 

$5 LOST
Five dollars is a lot of money
when you discover it is gone
without even spending it.
Must have happened when I checked out
and put it in my pocket.
I guess not deep enough ‘cause it fell out.
I had plans for that money.
I could have spent it on myself for a toy,
Bought a kite to share with a friend,
get a little plant for my mother,
or a couple of hot dogs for lunch.
But not enough for a coke, too.
Now, it is gone.
Mom won’t know I was thinking of her.
My friend won’t know what I had in mind.
The hot dog man at the corner won’t know
How much I wanted his hot dog,
In fact, two of them.
Damn! I’m disappointed.
Five fucking dollars fell from my pocket.
Damn!
Five dollars is a lot of money.
Damn!